Tuesday, February 10, 2015

I just don't know anymore...

I had originally planned to go back to SCS after my, what I deemed, excessive ban and now I don't know. I don't want to be bullied again and to be honest it has put me right off card making.  I honestly just don't know anymore.  I hate that because someone is popular that they are allowed to bully you off a site whilst claiming innocence.  I hate that I am thinking about walking away because I'm not a popular kid and what sort of message does that send to others who aren't popular kids in other areas of life.  I just don't know if I can allow myself to be bullied into exile and come back and act like it was ok when it wasn't. I feel like I have just lived through an episode of "Mean Girls".

And for the record I still haven't contacted the FCC because I think from me it would be spiteful and I don't do that, I just will hope karma goes around because all I ever asked is if a person was compensated for promoting a product and for honesty and integrity in disclosure.

In the end I will go back to SCS because I have an unfinished promise to uphold and I don't break promises, I just doubt I will stay after I fulfill my obligation.